Hating whacked out Hormones

This afternoon I was watching A Baby Story on TLC. Which I should just completely stop watching right now. A woman had just had a c-section and delivered a little girl. They brought the baby over to her, the baby recognized her voice and began to cry. And I suddenly burst into tears. I can't believe that I am going to be the mother of 6 children. I can't believe that in 39 days I will be giving birth again. I will be holding a small, fuzzy, soft, baby girl. It's so stinking overwhelming to me. And these hormones are making things worse!!!